Emotions.

A few emotions came up today during my morning group that I've been going to for a few months.

The leader was mentioning certain events coming up. One she announced was a social for deaf GLBT. That alone upset someone in the group. That person just didn't want to hear anything about GLBT. They kept making it known. It really upset me. Apparently this person has a tendency to be paranoid.

The second announcement was a different event and trying to figure out where it was. It was noted that it was near where Kiddie Land was, even though it's been shut down but it's very close to that location. That just brought up some painful memories. Yes, it's sad that Kiddie is no longer there but the last time I went there was after I was punched by my ex. I was in such a fog of emotions that day. I'll probably never forget it.


I bought a t-shirt from Hot Topic last night that I can't wait to wear with PRIDE. I'm embracing who I am slowly but surely. It certainly makes me feel better in more ways than one. I'll have to take a picture of myself when I get it in the mail to show it off.

I'll relax and find a way to let off some steam. I'll go swimming later. I have to get my stuff since I didn't bring it with me this time. I meant to but I was in a hurry to making it to group on time.