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Crap. It's almost 4am. I should be asleep! I've been in such a rut tonight.

I failed classes. I can't register again. After the new year I'll try to have it figured out.

I feel really lost. So incredibly lost.

Even though nothing really changes immediately.. I still live in the same place but no job, probably no school.

I have no idea what I'm going to be doing next.

I've forgotten how to dream.

Any ideas would be very much appreciated.